I have a substance abuse problem...

Is there rehab for people addicted to yarn?



Although almost all of the yarn that I bought today are for Christmas gifts. I realized that it'll take me until Christmas to knit all of the gifts that I want to make.

I'm back!

After a hiatus from the blogosphere, I've returned! There are simultaneously so many, and so few reasons why I've been away for so long.

First, I've been trying to spend more time living my life. I spent a lovely long weekend in Miami just about a month ago. I had a fantastic time, and I'm really hard to resist the urge to make this a regular trip! But that trip gets it's own post...

I also officially started my new job! SO I'm no longer a consultant at CHOP, rather, I am a full time, salaried Senior Research Associate in the PolicyLab. My new job is great -- interesting and challenging at the same time. There are constantly new things being thrown my way, and I'm figuring out how to juggle them all reasonably well. I really like my 2 bosses, which makes the job all the better. Plus, I already knew a lot of the people in our department from when I worked at CHOP 3 years ago, so it's like going back home, in a way.

I also went to one of the fireworks celebration Phillies games with my parents -- my Father's Day gift for my dad (but of course, my mom had to come too). That'll also get its' own post -- because I had such an awesome time, the Phils WON, the fireworks were fantastic, and I took a bunch of pictures!

Finally, last but not least, I went to DC a couple of weekends ago to hang out with CC and to go to King's Dominion with him, his girlfriend and another friend of theirs. I had such a great time -- I LOVE amusement parks! The roller-coasters, the funnel cake, the people watching... it all made for a really good time.

So anyway, I'm back. Commence celebrations.

All quiet on the blogging front

It dawned on me that I haven't posted anything here recently. There hasn't been much going on, so I've been keeping quiet and laying low. I'm actually working -- full time, permanently now! So I've just been plugging along, getting to know the ropes on the projects that I'm working on, and reacquainting myself with old friends and co-workers. I'll have more soon... I have a couple of knitting projects on the needles that I'll share if I like the way that they turn out; I have a photography project that I've been tooling around with; and I'm going on a mini-vacation next weekend, so maybe I'll have some stories after I get back! Until then...

I thought this was MY blog.

When I first started this... experiment, I thought that it would be much like a journal, but less griping and bitching. I thought that this was a place where I could share my thoughts and comments and ideas, and people may or may not read them. And while I do think that this blog is for me, I do also try to take into consideration the feelings of the people who might be reading this. I try not to use peoples' names to protect their privacy. I haven't really put very many pictures of people up here. And I keep my opinions about other people quiet, because this is NOT a gossip blog.

But now I find myself in the position of not blogging something because of the possibility that someone might read it and be offended or hurt by it. I'm really angry right now. I want to scream and yell and vent all of this anger and frustration, and I can't. I want to tell this person to get the $%@# over themselves, and that they just need to move on. I want to tell this person to stop dumping all of their crap on me and other people. I want to explain why I wish this person would just shut the hell up, but I can't. But I just can't take this person anymore. The ultimate frustration is that, despite my unmitigated anger with this person, I can't really let it all off my chest because I don't want to offend them on MY blog. My head is going to explode...

Update to a previous post...

Rather be grant writing (which I AM doing) than doing this...

P.S. When I told her that I wasn't going to the wedding, she said that "hopefully they won't treat YOU this way when it's YOUR turn to get married." HA!

Random positive side-effect of grant writing

I have been compiling this massive table for my grant that includes everyone that all of the investigators (there are about 20 of them) have ever mentored during the course of their careers (I know, it's ridiculously stupid...). Anyway, one of the names ended up being that of one of my old college friends! And then I just happened to see her log on to Facebook! And when I said "hello!", she called me chiclet. I haven't been called that in a long time. I miss old college friends!

My girl!

My goddaughter K is only 14 months old, and she's already in charge!

(Thanks to K's daddy D for the picture!)

This is how much I suck...

I gave whatever it was that I had last week (and which has left me with an irritating lingering cough) to one of my friends/co-workers. I SUCK. I'm really, REALLY, REALLY sorry, S.

Cure for the flu

(Don't worry... it's just regular flu. I'm not cool enough for swine flu.)

EDITED TO ADD: A suggests kittens as a remedy. I'm sure kittens and puppies would have the same effect as the above cure.

Things that make me happy

So yesterday (and today) was one great big old gripe-fest. I seriously woke up on the wrong side of the bed yesterday, and it was truly one of those days where I wasn't meant for human interaction. But today's a new day! It's stopped raining (hallelujah!!), and the sun is threatening to come out. And it's amazing how much better that makes me feel! So I thought that in the spirit of my improved mood, I thought I'd offer the antidote to my rant-fest from yesterday, and acknowledge some of the things that have cheered me up over the last couple of days.

1. Reun-ing. So it's not a word, but going to my HS reunion last weekend was absolutely awesome. about 2/3 of my class came, and there wasn't a single person who I wasn't thrilled to see. It amazes me how everyone seems just the same (they certainly look the same), but more mature, sophisticated, and nicer!

2. Boxers. And Beagles. And Jack Russel terriers. And Gus & Uma (Border Collies). And Missy (Poodle). OK, maybe I should just say "Dogs."

3. Babies. They crack me up! 'Nuff said.

4. THE SUN!!!!

5. The pink flower blossoms that bloom on the trees in the spring (before they fall to the ground and turn in to a brown gooey mush from the rain and people walking on them).

6. My friends. Again, 'nuff said.

7. FC Softball!

8. Knitting

When I am in a funk like the one I was in yesterday, it really does help me to realize that all is not lost,and the world isn't out to get me, despite what I might be thinking at the moment. So raise your coffee and toast to thinking positively! Salut!