Monday, November 28, 2011
Friday, June 3, 2011
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Still singing the blues
It's been quite a while since I've taken the time to stop and write about how I've been feeling. Maybe it's because I'm still not feeling great. Nothing has really changed over the last year and a half, except that I've gotten better at suppressing all of the things that have affected me so much. That's not entirely true; I am better, it just doesn't feel like it some of the time.
Unfortunately, though I feel myself sliding backwards quite a bit. A few things that I thought I'd resolved or learned how to deal with have been cropping up again, and it's difficult. It all makes me question why I persist in forging connections with and getting close to people when I always end up feeling left behind in the dust in the end.
I shed my tears over this and now I'm done. I refuse to let something like this impact my life more than it already has, and I refuse to let it keep happening. If that means that I have to lose that little bit of optimism that I had left, then so be it. I just need to keep chugging along with my life, not open myself up quite so much (at all?). I'm just so tired of it, and I can't keep doing it. I need to just make the best of the way that things are, and stop trying to change them.
Unfortunately, though I feel myself sliding backwards quite a bit. A few things that I thought I'd resolved or learned how to deal with have been cropping up again, and it's difficult. It all makes me question why I persist in forging connections with and getting close to people when I always end up feeling left behind in the dust in the end.
I shed my tears over this and now I'm done. I refuse to let something like this impact my life more than it already has, and I refuse to let it keep happening. If that means that I have to lose that little bit of optimism that I had left, then so be it. I just need to keep chugging along with my life, not open myself up quite so much (at all?). I'm just so tired of it, and I can't keep doing it. I need to just make the best of the way that things are, and stop trying to change them.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Photo of the Day, 4/17/2011
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Photos of the Day, 2/15/2011
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Quote of the Day, 2/3/2011
I liked this because it reminds me of how some of the simplest daily activities make me feel really happy and centered.
"The pleasure of doing a thing in the same way at the same time every day, and savoring it, should be noted."
— Arnold Bennett
"The pleasure of doing a thing in the same way at the same time every day, and savoring it, should be noted."
— Arnold Bennett
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
This is just a test
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