One of my oldest and dearest friends shipped off to her new, albeit temporary, home today. With her departure, I feel as though I've lost my last friend. Over the last few months and years, my circle of friends has dwindled down to just about no one. There are a handful of people from whom I distanced myself. There's another handful of people who have distanced themselves from me. Then there are the peripheral friends, who don't consider me a core part of their group, so they don't necessarily include me in things. Which leaves me solo.
I've decided that this must be some sort of karmic retribution. That the punishment for my sins in this life or another is to suffer the one thing that I dread the most.
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