Today isn't a great day. I woke up sleep deprived because my inability to get to sleep at a reasonable time got the better of me. Then I came to work only to have to say goodbye to the person who has probably become my closest work friend. Another friendship is starting to fall apart, and there doesn't seem to be anything that I can do to fix it.
I'm feeling incredibly overwhelmed by the amount of work and non-work WORK that I have to do. And of course I'm feeling more and more and more anxious about my mom's health. Despite what her doctor keeps saying, I don't see any signs of improvement.
And then when I decide to finally stop ignoring yet another whole universe of people, I see something that I really wish I hadn't, because I think it's ruined my day even further.
And on top of all that, my friend's dad had a stroke and is in the hospital, and I feel almost as though he's my own dad. And just like with my mom, I feel completely helpless and ineffective.
I'm just having a really, really, really bad day, and I want nothing more than to curl up in my bed and go to sleep and let the rest of the day drift away.
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